let's have tea in the MASTURBATORY!

Thanks everyone for all the kind words I'm much better now. I had some booze and some tea and I feel more human than I did several hours ago.
I know life goes on, but it's just the not being able to say goodbye, not because I think he won't hear me but because we're countries apart, and the fact that my mum and nana are there alone surrounded by their dickhead family, my grandpa hasn't even passed on yet and they're already at each other's throats. My other grandpa is taking it rather badly as well. I'm going flying down to Poland on Tuesday evening and coming back Saturday morning. I honestly can't thank all of you enough.

For obvious reasons I'm not posting the Sunday Service tonight, but Tif and I thought that maybe at least we'll link to the orphanage:



Once again all the thanks. You have all been amazing to me.
I'd like to that especially coeurdesoleil for being so incredibly understanding and supportive and alsonaninande and ladytiferet for helping me feel whole again. Thank you &heart;